post your rant

thursday evening I was so happy, but now I'm bordering on annoyance and rage!!!

I've been trying to be nice to all of the people that surrounds me. Acting like a stupid martyr ranting on the wall, most of the time i find myself "merely" sneering cuz of anger... but now, enough of being too gentle! i just could'nt resist the ka-"PI"-han of those abusive people!!! OK, it's not that i'm pikon or what ever you may call it. but, i have had ENOUGH!!! or maybe, i'm not really used to having people messing with me. that's too immature for me to handle! The prevailing tendency of being disrespected and reducing one's self to an object for katatawanan for being too nice, has been bugging me for days now!!! I don't wanna use this word, but FUCK those people who are abusing my kindness! As much as posible, i'd like to just keep throwing my smile against their insults, keep all things parallel, keep everything normal but FUCK it! I HAVE HAD MORE THAN ENOUGH!!! I just realized that somtimes, rudeness is a requirement. i dont wanna play the game this way, but YOU ARE obliging me to!!!i aint pertaining to just one person here, you guys know who you are!!! wanna play it this way?sure i will too!!! MYT WANT TO MESS WIT ME?SURE!!!THAT WON'T BE A PROB!!

if i was like THAT before, too bad, not that i want to, but i "have" to be THIS now!!!