wake me up when september ends...
After a strenuous day, fin'lly im home...CWTS... Its such a HASSLE going to a place that you don't really enjoy going to, a place that you may deem as perilous or anything in that sort. such a HASSLE riding the jeepney for like 2 hours, the polluted air, the smell and everything. barely surving from the heat, somtimes we could'nt help it but to burst out our kaartehan. I admit that was so insensitive of me to act/think that way. have I not realized that, HEY!THis is reality!this is THE Philippines!
Most of the time, i find myself regreting for choosing CWTS instead of RO. Why go to the poverty stricken side of our country if you can just pick RO, stay at Lasalle, stand for few hours, and then leave. why make things alot harder?why? haAAy...the reason why i opted CW was because, first, i have had enough of the military thingie way back in HS. Second, i just wanted to go to different places and nothing more than that. But hey!didnt i mention the simple sense of service?service should be the first reason for CW before anything else right?
too bad, i just proved how attached i am to my current world. Up to the point of egocentrism, putting any other things aside, thinking only of the things that would benifit me.How frail of me right? I can still remember one of our tutees saying, kuya diba mayayaman kayo?kasi nasa La Salle kayo eh. said with a discomfited tone, we,of course replied,no!di totoo yan. That opened a conversation about their current status in life. After a few unanswered question, everything turned awkward. It seemed like Poverty led these kids unspoken when it comes to questions about ther current status in life. That triggered my conscience, that from now on, i should be thankul of the things that i had been given and never stop until i already gave more than what i had received...oh well...its getting overemotional...enough said...
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There will always be this tendncy of being a b*tch whenever you get "b*tched" gets?LABO! Cwts people, i knoe you knoe this...hahahaha!
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MarrRRRrRga!i mis you!!!!
...as usual, i look constipated here....hahahaha!
Most of the time, i find myself regreting for choosing CWTS instead of RO. Why go to the poverty stricken side of our country if you can just pick RO, stay at Lasalle, stand for few hours, and then leave. why make things alot harder?why? haAAy...the reason why i opted CW was because, first, i have had enough of the military thingie way back in HS. Second, i just wanted to go to different places and nothing more than that. But hey!didnt i mention the simple sense of service?service should be the first reason for CW before anything else right?
too bad, i just proved how attached i am to my current world. Up to the point of egocentrism, putting any other things aside, thinking only of the things that would benifit me.How frail of me right? I can still remember one of our tutees saying, kuya diba mayayaman kayo?kasi nasa La Salle kayo eh. said with a discomfited tone, we,of course replied,no!di totoo yan. That opened a conversation about their current status in life. After a few unanswered question, everything turned awkward. It seemed like Poverty led these kids unspoken when it comes to questions about ther current status in life. That triggered my conscience, that from now on, i should be thankul of the things that i had been given and never stop until i already gave more than what i had received...oh well...its getting overemotional...enough said...
***
There will always be this tendncy of being a b*tch whenever you get "b*tched" gets?LABO! Cwts people, i knoe you knoe this...hahahaha!
***
MarrRRRrRga!i mis you!!!!
...as usual, i look constipated here....hahahaha!
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