post your rant

thursday evening I was so happy, but now I'm bordering on annoyance and rage!!!

I've been trying to be nice to all of the people that surrounds me. Acting like a stupid martyr ranting on the wall, most of the time i find myself "merely" sneering cuz of anger... but now, enough of being too gentle! i just could'nt resist the ka-"PI"-han of those abusive people!!! OK, it's not that i'm pikon or what ever you may call it. but, i have had ENOUGH!!! or maybe, i'm not really used to having people messing with me. that's too immature for me to handle! The prevailing tendency of being disrespected and reducing one's self to an object for katatawanan for being too nice, has been bugging me for days now!!! I don't wanna use this word, but FUCK those people who are abusing my kindness! As much as posible, i'd like to just keep throwing my smile against their insults, keep all things parallel, keep everything normal but FUCK it! I HAVE HAD MORE THAN ENOUGH!!! I just realized that somtimes, rudeness is a requirement. i dont wanna play the game this way, but YOU ARE obliging me to!!!i aint pertaining to just one person here, you guys know who you are!!! wanna play it this way?sure i will too!!! MYT WANT TO MESS WIT ME?SURE!!!THAT WON'T BE A PROB!!

if i was like THAT before, too bad, not that i want to, but i "have" to be THIS now!!!

coolness

YM wit elka

elka: san ka ngjoin sa leap? bellydancing?
mico: timang sa frisbee! kaw?sa babymaking noh?hahahaha!
elka: merong gnon? sayang di mo agad cnab...
elka: bat ka ngfrisbee? pang aso un
mico: tukmol! fetch ung sa aso eh
mico: kaw?
elka: gnun din un... pinatinong version lang
elka: ung pangtao version

hahahaha!cool! astig ka elka! hahahaha! (:

road to glory

KUDOS TO THE TAMARAWS!!!

whatever the time, whatever the place, whatever the age, the De La Salle being on the road to glory seems to bring out the good in every green blooded creature! I dont think the game a while ago was fair nd square, or perhaps this is just one of the side effects of losing one's voice for nothing. a hardtime grabbing the reality, La Salle lost, OK!. Fin'lly belonging to a crowd regardless of the color ( blue/green) is what most of the senior highschool Students look forward to. And now,finally, for the froshies, a leap of ambition is taking place. ambition not just to belong in a crowd, but to belong with the CHAMPIONS! The taft-based legends have been making the green community proud for years now. i just hope that soon in time (before the season 68 ends), I'll be one of those proud people too... oh well, just like the ateneo, win or lose its the school we choose!

Up to the last minute, the green mob yelled ecstatically. So did the tamaraws. but one thing stunned me! i was so dazed on how the tamaraws unleashed their delight for winning! Bottles were flying all over the place! fans, sticks, and even coins soared high! some people got hurt!some ill mannered tamaraws were even whining at us!(cuz we were located somewhere in between the two crowds) isnt that ironic?they won and whined?!hahaha! ok, pls dont get me wrong wit this one, i aint generalizing the tamaraws here nor bashing their moral fiber. but really, SOME of them were really annoying and obnoxious! for fairness' sake, i admit, there were also some lasallians who acted and flowed with the tamaraw's lewdness. more than anything else. THEY WON!pat on the back of the tamaraws!congrats! dont be too happy though... im telling you. DO NOT... (:

some pix:


blockmates candid


mico and mark looking dazed


and of course! the ever so vigorous! GANG GREEN!

oyyy before i forget. Snaps for ms. shimamoto! for letting us watch the game!!!

***nothingness***

here's a picture of me with jelaine cheering and yelling for the ateneo! (uaap season 67)

yes, i used to sit on the blue side when i was still in HS... (:
yeah i knoe, i look stupid here... (:

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thank God the week's over now...no more quizes!waAAaHOOooO!!!

here you go nangcy!

Saturday night, it was Nancy's big day...Fin'lly a lady!welcome to the exquisite, but most of the time harsh side of the race!!!

It was really fun. i dont know exactly why. was it because it was our (blockmates) first time to see each other in a diffrent get up?the suits, the gowns, the make over for the girls? the company? or maybe, a combination of everything.

the event was more like a pictorial scene. The click of the cameras (or fon cams) resounded all over the whole venue! and like the most awaited so-called-highlight of Highschool (prom), everyone looked forward to seeing each other at their best! WOW!really, everyone looked so different especially the girls!!!

here are some pix:

of course! the debutante!!! (: NANGCY!


The block looking at its best


mico and jowee


tha BIG boys


CarRmela..mico amp!


the venue (not the one in taft ah hahaha!)


(L to R)bern,mig,ralph,ser,xav,pauleen,dom,elks,lily,rango


mico ralph nd john


mico pauleen elka ian mark and dom (fuzzy)


mico and nangcy tha debutante

Of course! the after partay! here's somethin intresting bout it, most of the people that i dont usually go out wit were there!i min the people that i've never really gotten the chance to go out wit in a place like GB3 during "The saturday nights"...! (: it was really fun havin them wit us!

not just having them around! they drank din! yes they drank! (:


went straight to GB3 after the partay, @ ^ (crocodile)


tha after partay!!!

overall, it was fun!

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i've realized its kinda demanding to have a blog! its hard to keep it updated!dang!

BarReD Post

its getting antique, i know....
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My stupid mouth
Has got me in trouble
I said too much again

How could I forget?
Mama said "think before speaking"
No filter in my head
-John mayer
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I'll update soon!!!

lesson of the day

i don't think its maudlin to realize how frail we really are when it comes to the things that we, most of the time, despise doing.

I have'nt really gotten much work these days. it was a lenient week. i woke up at around 3 in the afternoon. After having lunch, since i dont have any shcool work to do, for the first time, i decided to vacuum the matting of our car, the one that i use most of the time. The smell trapped inside was like a rotten egg, it was because last night,my ate treated it as if its a boat capable of travelling in the water (baha). To my surprise, it was extremely exhausting!!! yeah! 'merely cleaning the matting' ! so I stopped cleaning it. then i asked manang (our maid) if she can clean it instead. Manang, who've been cleaning the whole house the whole day. Manang, who've been relentlessly washing the clothes the whole time. Manang, whos decades older than me, who have more brittle bones, and Manang who had no choice, but to work as a house maid because of her perseverance to put food in the mouth of her family.

this realization was like a gunshot that killed the bad guy. it somehow, beckoned me to being a better man. I admit it was so insensitive of me to act that way. Honestly speaking, cleaning it felt like hell,the heat,the sweat and everything. take note, i was only doing it for half an hour, just half an hour. But hey! imagine the people doing it for morethan 12 hours, spending half of their daily lives in a job that I mull-over as hell. Scratch the notion that no one wants to be placed on that position, the thing is, as if these people have a choice. but what if in the click of a finger, things turned 180 degrees? what if the wealthy and blessed person that you are now suddenly became the poor dirty boy/girl from the poverty stricken side of the world?you'll never know....

in the end, i found myself in the shadowy corner of the room, thinking how blessed i really am, it is actually the fire of suffering that brings forth of Godliness...

Now, i think i'll be more appreciative on all the things that i had been given... As long as you can do it, do it! dont let that time to come in which doing the things you loathe doing is the only key for your survival...oh well... buhay nga naman....

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WoOHOo!!!!La salle won! twice to beat advantage!!!KUDOS!!!

PUTANG INA! what a day....

HAPBURPdAY PAT!!!!

ANIMO LA SALLE!

school days have been tenuously bleak...im startin to feel the weight on my shoulders...i cant, but to start lurching away from it. i know this feeling is very usual among the peeps at my age,but sadly, we have to live with it...haaaayyy....

there has'nt been any event that could possibly pull the trigger to get me out of the patapon-mode; im actually startin to get tired of it, tired of waiting for that moment. perhaps a failure in any quiz will do (now that's shallow)... lessons learned from the previous term appeared as if it's an unopened box of shoe watin to be used, cuz sooner or later it might not fit with you anymore. it's like studying for nothing, just pass the course and that's it. meager effort will never ever suffice the needs of success. imma try to be more intrepid on all the goals i set now and be twice as resolute.*dream on!!!*things like these are always easier said than done... oh well,*shades on* im foreseeing that mico on a DL(dean's lister)-mode!!! (: *dream on again!!!*...hahahaha! (:

wants or needs???
of course wants!!! nah juz kiddin! (:
english class or ateneo-lasalle?
syempre...
eh since i prioritize studies over anything else...
ateneo-lasalle!!!hahaha!KAGAGUHAN!!! (: oyeas i knoe...my bad ): enuf of the patapon-mode nanga eh!!!but dang!can't help it!!! [for clarification purposes: our prof said that she'll be announcing if there'll be a class or if she's gonna allow us to go to araneta for the game, eh since she didnt inform us ahead of time, we all thought that she'll probably gonna allow us...but the moment we arrived at araneta, one of my blockmates dolefully announced that........now u figure it out! (: ]

anywooooow...

KUDOS to the green archers!!!(: We won!!! our fate in the final four is getting towards our hands now. it seemed like the eagles played scared a while ago( i aint tryna sound grumpy here c: ). was it because of Cabatu's lethal weapon?or was it casio's accuracy? Ateneo, i'm tellin you turnovers can kill. however, its really inexplicable how Ateneo (who beat FEU and UE) cannot beat La salle. could it be Ateneo's dread of the color- green?or wat?or maybe, someone else knows the answer... more than anything else... we won and that's it! (: newaise, here a some pix:

ANIMO LA SALLE!

bluer than blue...

and fin'lly...the score!!! (:

and to Arana: that was really unethical!!! *mad!* i think you should join the pepsquad nalang this saturday (: dun ka na lang sumayaw! bd3p!

there's this sudden feeling (or thought) that made me feel really anxious,lately. i don know what exactly, but something is amiss...

for sure, there are certain moments in our lives in which the swing of the pendulum is greatly felt. it could be a realization for the better/worse, a difficulty in grabbing reality, or even the fear of the future's great unknown. well, in my case. i think its the first one that has been bothering me for quite awhile. a realization that made a part of the murky sea a bit clearer now, at least.

standing between two absolutely contradicitng universe is'nt a simple thing to do... it could've been the reason for my being-so-radical...

school-house...school-house...school-house...these are two totally different worlds.
school......it is a world for those who never gets contented with the accepted ways, those who despise the old as being stale, constantly welcoming inovation, like worldlings who are always chasing after the latest fashion.[St. Basil the Great]...and my house (home as you may call it) is a world stranded in time. a world of conservatism... having them both as my playground requires a lot. the shcool requires a different mico, a young mico, or should i say the lighter side of mico and on the other hand, my HOME, requires the act-as-old(mature)-as-you-can mode... i hate the fact that "sometimes", this concept is makin me (somehow) act as someone that i'm really not. Its makin my life weighty. but through this, i've gotten to realize that such concept is not makin any other else fooled,but me. at least now im aware of it...just live with it!!!

i'd rather be hated for who I really am, than to be loved for being sombody else....

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got this somewhere...

kewl!!! (:

It was really cool tryna bring back the things that we, during our kiddo days loved the most. Somtimes, putting our probs and burdens aside would really benifit us, it'll make us feel 10 years younger!

Last day, we (blockmates) went to a place that most of the kids mull over as "heaven", the enchanted kingdom. However, things seemed a bit different now, i mean look, before enchanted kingdom (for me) is a gigantic theme park; now, its as not-so-big place wit very limited rides. before, i deem their rides as the best in the world; now for me, everything is Ramshackle (now thats exagg c: ). before, for me, EK's entrance fee is overpriced. now, it still is.(: and fin'lly, the truth behind the space shuttle. it's actually not as scary as it looks, wit ol the loops and everything. in short a-not-so-thrilling-ride. i actually find anchors away more thrilling than it, however,if you're an altophobic, don't dare. im tellin its really far above the ground (:
some pix:


thee magic begins...?


bern and ian drenched


MAD!!! >:) (me and carms)


enough of the kiddo rides *shades on* (:



candid 1


candid 2 (wyl having dinner)

anywooo, We all got really DRENCHED!!! f*ck that rio thingy!(: i remember one of the personel there whining at us using a megafon "kung ayaw nyo mabasa wag na kayo sumakay dito!!!"hahaha!onga, actually,she has a point (except for whinining as distressed as that). i admit we were tryna put the seatbelts off para di mabasa. onga, eh bat kaya we rode pa?! newaise, one of my blockmates invested something inside his shoes,what?natural vinegar!ewww gross!!!hindi ba water rapt inside the shoes for a long time will eventually turn into a natural vinegar???KAGAGUHAN!!!hahaha!thats disgusting!!hahahaha! oh well,it was fun tho!(: ----->AYOS!!!

onga pala! for some rison, the whole EK was dominated by the lasallians...maybe, cuz its term break?!might be.... (: just a thought...

RanDom Thoughts...

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last night/morning(it was around 5:30 am, yeah i was still up during that time), while i was trying to put my twitchy head to sleep. I turned the TV on, and guess what surprised me! The live coverage of the congress voting shiet at the plenary hall!!! It was literally a non-stop voting for the impeachment case. and,----- it was all "inane"!!!that's it!period! how do you expect a procedural step for the impeachement case to come out? in a country with a distorted sense of democracy?!now you tell me! ( that was somthing weighty huh!)

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a wyl ago, as i was watching the bigbrother series in a local channel, i heard somthing that caught my attention. "wag ka masyado magiisip, cuz it makes you unhealthy and nakakapangit un". REALLY HUH?! (:

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is there nething wrong with being too serious in life?or is it just with me? people stereotyped me as some1 who has a deep-seated mind. perhaps, its could be because of the things that i usaully bring up on a normal conversation. onga, as reffered to my previous post, not all things are really meant for normal conversation. sometimes its better if you'll unleash such radical ideas(for them,it is.) through writing... nuthin really...

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these past few days, i was so oblivious that im gradually turnin into a frustrated phot-o-grapher na pala. I dunno, despite of the poor resolution of my camera fon, still, i keep on taking pictures of sceneries (iono i u'll consider it scenic). here are some:


Product of boredom...taken while i was waitin for my ate


A Christ centered affair


DLSU facade


alma matter (c/o carlo)


thee corinthian columns of Yuchenco hall


Country road (to punta fuego)


tis one is kinda fuzzy (taken while driving)


cookie by the window


candid (poker moments)

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i HATE chismoso/chismosa people!!! If i were to describe these people, it would be a 3 ft. swimming pool with watter on it(malamng)...why?SHALLOW!!! big people talk about big things, medium people talk about medium things and little people talk about other people!!!haaay...


.......enough said......

loathesome

writing has never been my passion. in fact i loathe it!

i can still hark back to nighmarish memories during my kiddo days ,in which teachers are more than willing enough to amputate the hands of their students if they don't copy shiets on the blackboard...at the end of the day, you'll notice somthing gross growing in yer fingers, an extra thick skin, called "kalyo"...hahahaha!


(taken during d' midst of our sufferings from our physics classes)


However, astoundingly, what interests me lately, and what directed me here, in the blogging world is'nt writing per se. Its putting my thoughts and ideas into letters. Thoughts that if verbalized in an ordinary conversation, would let other people think you're truly weird... :
haaAAy...not really in the mood to write today...

im on high!

is there anything better than getting a natural high?*shades on*

last night we celebrated titan's burpday, and i admit it was just an "OK" party... no one got drunk...no bad stuff!*breath in*...we just chilled.roadtrip. but one thing gave me a natural high and made alot of difference...thee Good company. everyone was there except for 2 murderers of joy!!! I got so amazed of the fact that tho each and every1 of us has a college peer groups already, at the end of the road, in layman's term,kami kami parin!!! we've been unknowingly seeing each other every week ,regularly,still. I mean, look, despite of the mere fact that everyone's in college already, and now considered one of the busy people, yet we still find time to meet up and talk about the the episodes in their lives...cool huh! people say gaps are inevitable. But hey!im startin to prove that gaps are actually avertable! I think it's just a matter of prioritizing things in your life...well,I prioritize them, i just hope they prioritize me as well..hahaha!

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taken out of nothing


Marchie.pat.karla (girls lang daw eh)


mico nd chelsea

movie trip 2m (later pala) woohoo!!!keep it safe!

NOCTURNAL-ism

HaAaayyY ...I had just Woken up from a long tiring 10 hrs sleep... yeah, it was tiring. have you ever experienced that ironic feeling, feeling exhausted just after you woke up?sleeping is somewhat (for me) strenuous. Newaise, how can i f*ckin change my f*ckin sleepin habit?deym!i hate it! sleep at5 am and wake up at 3 pm... sometimes i like it better pag may skul. at least you'll be urged to sleep cuz of the simple thought of...there's skul 2m... isnt it wierd???! whenevr there's skul nman, we tend not to think of the thought that there's skul 2m and wish that there'll be no classes the following day...Oh well..just a thought...

Sleep hard=Party hardest!!!hahahahaha! Snaps fo titan!dude!look, som1's allgrown up already...!KidDO!hahahaha!stay safe!!!

thee REAL WORLD???

1 term has passed and i still could'nt hook mai self to the real world...

I still remember that night, lying half-awake in my bed, thinkin what college holds for me, anticipatin lots of things that i could possibly encounter... I lay there in the endless hours of the dawn thinking ahead of time...



three months ago, we were like candies strewn accross a new dimension. a dimension that's inscrutable to most(peeps at out age). Most of the people say this new world concept is actually a Hello to the hardships and trials in life. It is somewhat synonymous with the world hell. But to my surprise, just after my initial stay in college, i've found out that the so called real word is actually just like the world that we've been used to, in which our burdens and torturers are the...other people. the only difference is that we are now exposed to more options.

I expected a lot of things from college... just like wat everyone did, I expected a lot of new people. a new environment,that is. New people that, soon in time, will become yer 2nd barkada. however, my expectation entailed different things as well; like the word mature. but sadly thngs ryt now seemed a bit different from what i expected. Oh yes, i hav these bunch of wonderful people who i share most of my time wit. But there was something missing...Respect. there were some people i've encountered that are'nt mature enough to understand the meaning of the word respect.They're givin me ample reason to long for my Real-peers . Please dont get me wrong on this one,I aint tryna bash anyone here. there were just some things that led me to frozen silence. I think Its better not to talk to those people that you are'nt really comfy wit than to give those people reason to disrespect you...it'll never be your lost tho. Oh well, at least for some,Im currently having this So-far-So-good feeling. nuthin really..just a thought.

now i am manning a self driven vehicle, and i hope it'll go places...Peaceout!

nga pala, there's no such thing as the real world... (:

wow!new layout!

woohoo!!!